Um, hi everyone.
I don't think you guys even remember me anymore. ;A;
-sobs-
Well, I'm kind of back now. I say "kind of" because I feel as if I can't post anything here.
Before I get to that, I'll dump some stuff here.
Nobody's gonna read it anyways though. *sobs*Why I went on hiatus:• My great-grandpa died.
• I got sudden art block. (It still continues today -sighs-)
• I got a Daily Deviation. I'm not saying this is a bad thing -- it really just made me feel so pressurized and stressed. After I received the DD, there was a bunch of people who posted comments and sent me notes saying that my art didn't deserve to have a Daily Deviation. After the initial excitement of the DD, I realized that there was a truth in those messages -- my art didn't deserve it.
• I got extremely stressed out from being the admin of
fallensouls-rp. My art was like crap compared to everyone else's. I felt like I didn't deserve to be boss (which is why I'm closing the group / stepping down - I'll get to that later).
• After neglecting all my groups, I didn't know how to tell you guys. People were so excited about FS, I didn't want to break it to them that I'm closing it.
• I lost inspiration.
• I think I had what you would call "depression". I lost interest in everything -- anime, manga, school, friends. My marks went on a sudden drop during that period. I stopped volunteering at my elementary. I became so pissed at everyone. I'm sorry.
• I didn't even touch my tablet since the last time I logged in.
Why I'm back:• I have no idea.
• I found inspiration - music. Mainly K-POP. I'm learning to compose now, and I've also arranged some instrumental versions / orchestra versions of some popular songs.
• The art I'm gonna post now are probably gonna be related to K-POP.
• YOU CAN CHANGE URLS ON dA NOW? o u o
• I-I miss you guise. ; u ;
What has happened in my life:• I've learned HTML and Flash at school.
• I've designed a website.
• Started Japanese at school. Now I can understand and read the basics of Japanese.
• Studying Korean on my own. So far, I can read the letters and know a few simple words and phrases.
• I've become addicted to BIGBANG. G-Dragon is the hottest guy I've ever laid eyes on. 8D
• I now own two albums, two DVDs, and a yearbook of BIGBANG. And I'm ordering the Extraordinary 20's photobook + poster.
• I'm getting 100% in art at the moment.
• I'm on the honour roll~~
• I learned to play the violin, and learning guitar.
• I'm taking music history, and the exam's in August. :3
• I got a new tumblr:
gdragon-oppaWhy I just typed all that:• I needed to feel better about myself. I'm sorry.
If you actually read through that,
thank you so much. You don't know how much it means to me.
Thank you.